Even when the way is hard to bear
And you wonder if someone even cares
The mountains seem to hard to face
Moments make you question your place
Look to Me, My child, I'm holding your hand
He said My child I love you
I came to earth to die
With My outstretched arms
I held you so tight
So don't question what I'm doing
Don't question what's inside
I said I would never leave you
So won't you trust Me tonight
Don't you see all that I've done
Did you miss that I sent You My Son
I've walked with you all the way
By your side I'll always stay
Look to Me, My child, I'm helping you stand
My grace is sufficient, sufficient for you
My grace is sufficient, sufficient for you
My grace is sufficient for you
The two verses of this song came to me during some of the hardest days so far while we were in Nyemah last week. God pulled us through that week, and then He gave us a pretty good week with the kids this week. He is constantly by our side, constantly holding our hands, and constantly walking every single step with us. Without Him, we couldn't be doing any of this.
Coming off of week 2, I will be honest and admit that I was not looking forward to heading out again. We had one less day in Monrovia, so when Sunday rolled around, I was not excited. We arrived on Sunday to the big village with over 250 kids. Monday morning proved to be a challenge as there were kids everywhere. I don't even know how they all packed in there. I referred to this week as chaotic. I will say though that for that many kids, they were quite calm and quiet. The sessions went well.
The afternoon of day 2 is when we present the Gospel. I was wondering how this time would go as both weeks prior have been different. We went through the presentation and then asked who wanted to make this commitment. This time we had them raise their hands before coming up front. It was so cool because there were a few hands, but it wasn't like the whole bunch of them raised their hands. It seemed to be peer pressure free, and I loved it! We end that session early giving those who have questions a chance to stay back, and this week the ones who asked Jesus to come into their hearts stayed back. We got to talk with them and encourage them.
From the moment we landed, there didn't seem to be the same feel of extreme spiritual darkness that normally took root in us as heaviness. There was a more "lightness" about this village which was much needed coming off of the previous week. We know that the "heaviness" is ok because it means we are taking Light where the devil doesn't want it, but it was nice to have a break from it for sure.
Our last session was good as we took our new brothers and sisters in Christ aside to answer more questions and just read some Scripture and encourage them. This is my favorite time of the week. Please pray for these 16 as there isn't a lot of guidance for them. Our team will be going back in a few weeks for some much needed follow up, but we pray that the Holy Spirit guides them as they asked some great practical and applicable questions. It was amazing some of the questions they were asking. God is at work in their hearts!
We made it back to Monrovia yesterday morning and were able to celebrate Lisa's birthday with dinner and cake. She got the bush in the morning and city at night! Who could ask for more!?! :)
Last weekend, I got to experience "town" for the first time, and let me just say that I am not a fan. It was craziness everywhere. We did go back yesterday, and it is better to go during the week. There is so much to take in here in this Liberian culture. I think I had a little culture shock when we came back from Nyemeh because life in the bush is so different from Monrovia. I wasn't expecting that I would have that shock within the same country. It only makes me wonder what it will be like when I step foot on US soil.
Our plans have changed small small. The original plan was to go to different villages every week. It quickly became apparent that follow up for these villages was vital though, so after a meeting last week, we tweaked the plans a little. The original plan was for 9 different villages, so now the new plan is to go to 4 villages, come back for a week of follow up training here in Monrovia, and then go back to those same villages for another week. I must say this plan made me smile as I was concerned about leaving these new believers with very little discipleship in our week with these kids. We will spend that week here planning specific outlines and plans for each village. Pray that God would guide us to know how to best follow up with each village.
God is doing great things here. Not only was VBS going on this week in our village, but water projects were happening and sanitation workshops were in session. One of the girls on our team, Comfort, was even able to use her nurse training to help out at the clinic with some malaria patients. It is cool to see all the different ways God uses to proclaim His name! He is the same here as He is around the world! He is our constant!
I will try to post some more pictures later.... maybe even share some of the funny stories of the weeks.